Curiosity will conquer fear even more
than bravery will.
When I first began to mold my own style in photography, I could instantly tell what the image will look like in my head after post-processing. I still do to this day, but now it’s like I’m seeing the world in a whole new vision.
My imagination is so colorful and dream-like. It’s funny how when I was struggling with depression from 2007-2013, I wanted to express my mental illness through photography, and I had written out lots of though-provoking and compelling conceptual portrait ideas in a journal; but being comfortable behind the camera and lacking any volunteers to model for me, I questioningly ended up creating bright and colorful photos of the most random things. Just the exact opposite of what I wanted to make (like how Spongebob tried to make fine dining cuisine but his food ended up turning into Krabby Patties LOL, sorry, that was a bad analogy)
It makes me wonder, if I had started any of the concept ideas in my journal, would it had fueled my depression and make it worse?
it was going so well and then he started tryina gobble my shirt up like spaghetti